TO BE HONEST I AM STILL IN LOVE WITH MY EX, EVEN AFTER MARRYING SOMEONE ELSE

It’s been two years since my wedding, and sometimes I still catch myself thinking about my EX. Not because I want to, but because forgetting him has never really worked. He was my first real love. We had dreams, late-night talks, and plans that felt so sure. But things changed ,distance, pride, and we drifted apart.

Then I met my husband. He is a good man. Everyone says I am lucky. He is caring, consistent, and gives me the kind of peace I once prayed for.

On my wedding day, I smiled for the pictures, but my heart was not fully there. I told myself I would grow to love my husband.

Every now and then, I hear a song, pass a place, or remember a moment and suddenly i remember my EX.

My husband doesn’t know any of this, and I am afraid this might destroy our marriage is he finds out .

I love my husband but deep down, I know I never stopped loving someone else.

Sometimes I sit alone and wonder , am I a bad person for still loving my ex?